pesanteurの日記

simone weil に私淑し数十年。暗い夜は乗り越える他に、寝過ごすという手もあることに気づきました。

来る新しい年に恋しよう。

2014年振り返り

年末です。寒いですな。

12月 介護帰省。ウィスキーをずるずると啜りつつ、一息。 いまここ
衆議院

11月 ひたすら都内を歩く。都内だけでお遍路さんできない!?
今年の調査受託契約の納品物に頭を悩ませつつNDL日参


10月 神田の藪そば復活
松屋常盤の味噌松風を発見

9月 渡良瀬遊水地
昭和天皇実録を情報公開請求

8月 ロビン・ウィリアムスさん死去
ゼミ暑気払い失念


7月 介護帰省
鶯の宿再発見

6月 鎌倉あじさい巡り

歯医者通院開始(まだ終わらず)


5月 「地震なんてないよ」と叫ぶ人あり

今年も家の周りの敷地にジャスミン全力開花


4月 久しぶりに恵比寿で一杯

某二次試験対策でひたすら論文作り

3月 吉野梅郷へ

恒例の都内桜めぐり


2月 2週連続で大雪の横浜
モネ@西洋美術館

1月 喫煙中止
やしきたかじんさん死去

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夕方から雨風が強く、さっさと夕食を摂ってあれこれと振り返りの感想を頭のなかで転がしていました。で、やっと思い至ることがありページをめくってみました。以下の引用。

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「あなたがたは、さきの事を思い出してはならない、また、いにしえのことを考えてはならない。

見よ、わたしは新しい事をなす。やがてそれは起る、あなたがたはそれを知らないのか。わたしは荒野に道を設け、さばくに川を流れさせる。
イザヤ書43章18,19節)
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そういうことですね。

凡人はのろのろと生き、同じようなことを毎年考えたりしますが、きっと昔の凡人も同じようなことを考えていたからこそ、このような言葉が残されたのだと思います。


なんだかよくわからない振り返りになりました。

皆さま、よい年を迎えられますように。

You were recommended!?

You were recommended.などのタイトルで届き始めたメール。
これは何でしょう?

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差出人: brcftps@magazine.mazda.jp
日時: 2014年8月10日 16:38:31 JST
宛先: 
件名: Good for you.

Welcome. 

I'm contacting you on behalf of large HR bureau. You were highly adviced 
by your friends and we already had you in our database long ago. We have 
a very respectable position. I know this vacancy will fit you just fine. 
We work with large businesses. The rate of pay will start from $130,000 
annually + bonus. 
Locations for regional job creation: Japan 

Working schedule is flexible. The main goal is to fulfil the working 
plan. Don't miss your chance to become a master of your life. 

If you are looking for a serious job, please write to me as soon as 
possible. All details will be available by this address: 
jamesrfranco@yahoo.co.jp

Thank you.
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差出人: kkoutani@cablenet.ne.jp
日時: 2014年8月10日 22:22:55 JST
宛先: 
件名: Become our representative.

Greetings. 

I'm contacting you on behalf of famous HR bureau. You were really adviced by 
your acquaintances and we already had you in our database long ago. We have a 
very highly-payed vacancy. I'm sure this job will fit you just fine. We work 
with large organizations. The salary will start from $11,000 per month + 
percent from every deal. 
Locations for regional job creation: Japan 

Working schedule is flexible. The main goal is to fulfil the working plan. 
Don't miss your chance to become a serious person. 

If you are not satisfied with your current income, please write to us by all 
means. All details will be available by this address: ramonajruiz@yahoo.co.jp

Thank you.
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差出人: kiki.2323t5.38@hatsuta.co.jp
日時: 2014年8月10日 23:35:42 JST
宛先: 
件名: You advised.

Good afternoon. 

I'm contacting you on behalf of large HR bureau. You were really adviced by 
your acquaintances and we already had you in our files long ago. We have a 
very highly-payed position. I'm sure this vacancy will fit you just fine. We 
work with serious businesses. The rate of pay will start from $110,000 
annually + percent from every deal. 
Locations for regional job creation: Japan 

Working schedule is flexible. The main goal is to fulfil the working plan. 
Don't miss your chance to become a master of your life. 

If you are high position, please email to us as soon as possible. All 
particulars will be available by this email: markchumble@yahoo.co.jp

Thank you.
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差出人: gan_shan@tosadenshi.co.jp
日時: 2014年8月11日 5:16:21 JST
宛先: 
件名: You were recommended.

Hello. 

I'm contacting you on behalf of large recruitment agency. You were highly 
adviced by your acquaintances and we already had you in our files long ago. 
We have a very highly-payed job. I know this vacancy will fit you just fine. 
We work with large businesses. The salary will start from $120.000 annually + 
commission. 
Locations for regional job creation: Japan 

Labour schedule is flexible. The main goal is to fulfil the working plan. 
Don't miss your opportunity to become a master of your life. 

If you are not satisfied with your current income, please email to us as soon 
as possible. All details will be available by this address: 
laurettajtorres@yahoo.co.jp

Thank you.
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差出人: kgb@kagudanchi.or.jp
日時: 2014年8月11日 16:13:44 JST
宛先: furukawa@ss.catv-yokohama.ne.jp
件名: Reply quickly.

Welcome. 

I'm contacting you on behalf of international hiring agency. You were 
highly adviced by your acquaintances and we already had you in our 
files long ago. We have a very respectable position. I'm sure this job 
will fit you just fine. We work with large clients. The salary will 
start from $10,000 per month + commission. 
Locations for regional job creation: Japan 

Working schedule is flexible. The main goal is to fulfil the working 
plan. Don't miss your opportunity to become a serious person. 

If you are not satisfied with your current income, please email to me 
as soon as possible. All particulars will be available by this email: 
joycerwooton@yahoo.co.jp

Thank you.
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差出人: yosi@wkyoei.co.jp
日時: 2014年8月11日 17:45:12 JST
宛先: 
件名: Good for you.

Hello. 

I'm contacting you on behalf of international hiring agency. You were 
highly recommended by your acquaintances and we already had you in our 
database long ago. We have a very high-quality job. I know this job will 
fit you just fine. We work with significant organizations. The rate of pay 
will start from $120.000 annually + commission. 
Locations for regional job creation: Japan 

Working schedule is flexible. The main goal is to fulfil the working plan. 
Don't miss your chance to become a master of your life. 

If you are not satisfied with your current employment, please email to us 
by all means. All particulars will be available by this email: 
irmawjudd@yahoo.co.jp

Thank you.
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差出人: ebina.toshiki@iam.ne.jp
日時: 2014年8月11日 19:25:15 JST
宛先: 
件名: We need ambitious and energetic individuals.

Welcome. 

I'm contacting you on behalf of famous HR bureau. You were really 
adviced by your acquaintances and we already had you in our files long 
ago. We have a very high-quality position. I know this vacancy will fit 
you just fine. We work with serious businesses. The rate of pay will 
start from $120.000 annually + commission. 
Locations for regional job creation: Japan 

Labour schedule is flexible. The main goal is to fulfil the labor plan. 
Don't miss your chance to become a wealthy individual. 

If you are not satisfied with your current income, please write to us 
as soon as possible. All details will be available by this email: 
josephfcombs@yahoo.co.jp

Waiting you answer.
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差出人: hiromi-9.00-rai@nao.ac.jp
日時: 2014年8月11日 19:52:54 JST
宛先: 
件名: You recommended.

Welcome. 

I'm contacting you on behalf of international hiring agency. You were 
really adviced by your acquaintances and we already had you in our 
database long ago. We have a very respectable position. I know this 
position will fit you just fine. We work with significant organizations. 
The salary will start from $11,000 per month + percent from every deal. 
Locations for regional job creation: Japan 

Labour schedule is flexible. The main goal is to fulfil the working 
plan. Don't miss your opportunity to become a wealthy individual. 

If you are not satisfied with your current employment, please write to 
me as soon as possible. All particulars will be available by this email: 
markchumble@yahoo.co.jp

Waiting you answer.
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差出人: kiyohide.tamakih@apollo-bv.nl
日時: 2014年8月11日 20:52:41 JST
宛先: 
件名: We need reliable people.

Hello. 

I'm contacting you on behalf of international HR bureau. You were really 
adviced by your acquaintances and we already had you in our files long 
ago. We have a very highly-payed vacancy. I know this job will fit you 
just fine. We work with serious clients. The salary will start from 
$130,000 annually + bonus. 
Locations for regional job creation: Japan 

Labour schedule is flexible. The main goal is to fulfil the working 
plan. Don't miss your chance to become a master of your life. 

If you are new job, please email to us as soon as possible. All 
particulars will be available by this address: 
coleenjthompson@yahoo.co.jp

Waiting you answer.
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差出人: tktk.dokkyun@nzo.nl
日時: 2014年8月12日 0:02:25 JST
宛先: 
件名: Your candidacy was suggested.

Hello. 

I'm contacting you on behalf of famous hiring agency. You were highly 
recommended by your friends and we already had you in our files long ago. 
We have a very perspective vacancy. I know this vacancy will fit you just 
fine. We work with serious clients. The rate of pay will start from 
$130,000 annually + bonus. 
Locations for regional job creation: Japan 

Working schedule is flexible. The main goal is to fulfil the working 
plan. Don't miss your chance to become a serious person. 

If you are not satisfied with your current income, please write to me as 
soon as possible. All particulars will be available by this address: 
shirleywwilliams@yahoo.co.jp

Thank you.
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差出人: ts-niikura@lasinstituut-tvdm.nl
日時: 2014年8月11日 23:03:17 JST
宛先: 
件名: We need an independent agent in Japan.

Hello. 

I'm contacting you on behalf of large hiring agency. You were highly 
recommended by your acquaintances and we already had you in our 
database long ago. We have a very high-quality vacancy. I'm sure this 
job will fit you just fine. We work with large clients. The rate of pay 
will start from $10,000 per month + commission. 
Locations for regional job creation: Japan 

Labour schedule is flexible. The main goal is to fulfil the labor plan. 
Don't miss your chance to become a wealthy individual. 

If you are looking for a serious job, please write to me by all means. 
All particulars will be available by this address: 
laurettajtorres@yahoo.co.jp

Waiting you answer.
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差出人: karakamas@med.stud.kumamoto-u.ac.jp
日時: 2014年8月11日 23:50:41 JST
宛先: 
件名: We need an independent agent in Japan.

Good afternoon. 

I'm contacting you on behalf of international recruitment agency. You were 
highly recommended by your friends and we already had you in our files long 
ago. We have a very respectable job. I know this job will fit you just 
fine. We work with serious businesses. The rate of pay will start from 
$10,000 per month + commission. 
Locations for regional job creation: Japan 

Working schedule is flexible. The main goal is to fulfil the labor plan. 
Don't miss your chance to become a leader. 

If you are high position, please email to me as soon as possible. All 
details will be available by this address: kirkdfranklin@yahoo.co.jp

Thank you.
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差出人: r@keyaccess.nl
日時: 2014年8月12日 0:31:45 JST
宛先: 
件名: Information for you.

Good afternoon. 

I'm contacting you on behalf of large recruitment agency. You were highly 
adviced by your friends and we already had you in our files long ago. We have 
a very respectable job. I know this position will fit you just fine. We work 
with serious organizations. The salary will start from $11,000 per month + 
percent from every deal. 
Locations for regional job creation: Japan 

Working schedule is flexible. The main goal is to fulfil the working plan. 
Don't miss your opportunity to become a serious person. 

If you are not satisfied with your current income, please email to me as soon 
as possible. All particulars will be available by this email: 
coleenjthompson@yahoo.co.jp

Waiting you answer.
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From: imi@pis.hitachi.co.jp
Sent: Monday, August 11, 2014 7:23 PM
To: 
Subject: You were recommended.

Greetings. 

I'm contacting you on behalf of famous recruitment agency. You were really adviced by your friends and we already had you in our database long ago. 
We have a very highly-payed job. I'm sure this vacancy will fit you just fine. We work with significant clients. The salary will start from
$110,000 annually + percent from every deal. 
Locations for regional job creation: Japan 

Labour schedule is flexible. The main goal is to fulfil the labor plan. 
Don't miss your chance to become a serious person. 

If you are new job, please write to us by all means. All particulars will be available by this email: coleenjthompson@yahoo.co.jp

Thank you.
--


From: t-nag@lakkagroup.ru
Sent: Sunday, August 10, 2014 11:43 PM
To: 
Subject: We need reliable people.

Hello. 

I'm contacting you on behalf of famous HR bureau. You were really adviced by your friends and we already had you in our database long ago. We have a very highly-payed position. I know this vacancy will fit you just fine. We work with significant businesses. The salary will start from $120.000 annually + commission. 
Locations for regional job creation: Japan 

Working schedule is flexible. The main goal is to fulfil the labor plan. 
Don't miss your opportunity to become a master of your life. 

If you are high position, please email to us as soon as possible. All details will be available by this address: earlenemcnish@yahoo.co.jp

Thank you.
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さがしものは必ず見つかるから諦めちゃいけない

探しものは必ず見つかります。


探しものが人であれ、人以外であれ、あなたが探している何かは必ず見つかります。


 


見つける条件があります。


・見つかるまで探すこと。探し疲れて1,2年のブランクはあってもいい。


・見つけたものは、あなたが望んでいた姿かたちではないかもしれないことを理解しておくこと。


・見つけたものは、すでにこの世に形がないものなのかもしれない。言い換えるならすでにこの世にないことを見つけるかもしれない。それも見つかったことの一つの形だ。


 


探している何かはあなたが望む姿かたちをしているとは限りません。


あなたは探したいから探す。その結果、あなたはやっと見つけた。


見つけたもの、それがあなたが望んでいたものでなくてもいいじゃないか。それがあなたが今見つけたものなのだから。


あなたが見つけた何かはあなたではない。あなたの思い通りでなくてもそれはあなたが見つけたものなのだから、大切に受け止めよう。


見つけた何か、それがかりに思い通りであっても、やがてまた今とは形を変えて、あなたの思い通りではないものになるだろうから。


 


やっと見つけた今という時と、見つけた何かを大切にしよう。

 

 

生きる意味はいまここにある

生きる意味はいまここにある

生きる意味、誰にとっての?という前提に対しては、自分自身としておく。

自分自身にとっての生きる意味、自分の身体の欲求を満たすこと。次に気持ちの充足を図ること。

以上という感じ。

誰かが教えてくれたり、どこか遠い地の果てに落ちていたりするものじゃない(だろう)。

生きる意味は?と悩み出したら、美味しいご飯食べて、風呂に入って、がっつり寝るのだ。



高校出ていなかった(汗

あぁ、高校出てなかった。というか2つ目の高校、入学したけれど、全然授業に行かなかったんだっけ。


母から昨晩電話があり、高校の在籍期間が切れるのでそれまでに授業に出て卒業単位を取って下さいと通知がきたとのこと。

え?高校っていったい何年前の話?と思うが、たしかに入学手続きだけしたものの、雰囲気が合わず行くのをやめたんだ。

どこに高校があるんだろうと(昔、ちょっとだけ通っていた)、木田小(愛知県)の先まで探しに出かけてやっと見つけた高校。
入学手続きで、こわそうなおばさんが出てきて、上履きの色の話をしつこく繰り返していたなぁ。

そう言えば、初日だけクラスに出たものの、あまりに鄙びていてイヤになったんだった。


いやいや高校でてないと、大学も大学院も無効!?うしゃーー。

来週から授業に行くとして、教室はどこだ?下駄箱は。。。


というところでお目覚め。

2つ目の高校はそもそも入学もしておらず夢の中だけでの存在。うろうろ学校を探したのは2つ目の小学校の時の記憶がまぜまぜになっている。


何年か前にこの高校の夢を見た時は、まだここまで切羽詰まっておらず、自発的に「久しぶりに出かけてみっか」と思ったものの、高校の場所を思い出せずうろうろしているうちに夢からさめたような。。

(続く!??)

デジカメの寿命はバッテリー次第!?

私はデジカメで写真を撮るのが好きです。

過去、こんな感じでデジカメを買ってきました。

LUMIX FZ10

ixy digital L

ixy digital 10

OLYMPUS EP-1

LUMIX GX1

FZ10の出番はなくなりましたが、ixy digital L はマクロ撮影で活躍しています。

 

20110603094107 20110603092601

400万画素、手ぶれ補正なしですが、単焦点レンズのこのカメラは優秀です。

 

週末に久しぶりに保管ケースから取り出してみたら、バッテリーが液漏れをし出していたのです。

こりゃまずいとバッテリーを探してみたら、なかなかバッテリーがみつからないのです。

 

なんとか今回は互換バッテリーを見つけることができましたが、いつまで手に入るかわかりません。

本体が使えなくなるより、バッテリーで使えなくなるとは。。。